questioning
When a sudden bout of shine knocks on the door, how do you greet its bright mass? With a happy greeting and a welcome inside, or a silent nod? This life has driven far and wide and has brought it there for you, on this orange day. There for you to intertwine with, to smirk and smile, in a pocket, time-caught for a little while. Do you sit and surrender to its company or rue it from a room, to be thrown casually into the traffic flow outside the open window?
If the cloud should open its grip on rainfall and let a shower slip to the ground, would you laugh gleefully whilst the cloud tears spill from your outstretched arms?
Let this questioning never be spoken of. Not that I am able to. I fear I cannot communicate further just now than a series of nods in agreement. No gut feeling, no reason. No explanation, just a hollowed out watermelon, from which water has been let. Shrivelling and drying into raisinskin. All surface, no feeling. How close does the wire barb cut to the other side of an oblivion?
And when your demons call, when they scream right through the matter and fabric surrounding you, so loud, so, echoingly loud… how close do you hold your own essence to your heart before crushing it in your hands under their wish?
I want - no, need - to know.
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