mindspill
Songwritten. When we played it, eyes could not look, for fear of seeing something wrong.
In front of a microphone. Screaming out for help. Scratching any remaining semblance of voice away, with sandpaper made of nails. Taking it in. Quietly, quietly. Walking away.
I can’t begin to explain exactly how trying to purge your demons feels like. Until you have demons to purge, it’s nigh on impossible to understand. Sort of like riding up a mountain, whose sides are a treadmill. You pedal faster; the peak is further away, and all you’re doing is pedalling frantically.
All we created now wants to be destroyed. The notes shall be plucked one by one from the stave, thrown into a grey box, locked down with a lead padlock.
The box will be thrown into the sea.
You know where.
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