Absolutely Miles Away …too many clouds, too little time…

Posted
18 April 2007 @ 11pm

Category:
Two Sides, Wordiness, Internal Dialogue

Dream?

The fog of darkness lifts. I am standing, fully awake in a white room with highly textured walls, containing a grey sofa, a rolled-up swirly brown carpet, and a cheap beech effect table, upturned, leaning against one wall. I try to walk away from this random furniture explosion, but am fixed to the floor. The floor moves toward the furthest end of the room, and I expect an impact with the wall. When I reach the end, somehow this reverts me to the third person and i am watching my physical being inspecting a wall. closely. this is slightly weird.

The perspective pans to a stranger who has just entered the room. my body turns around, and greets the person at the door. he is wearing a long silvery tunic, white-silver trousers and a mask. His long hair flows behind, framing his semi-obscured face with a gentle wave. I recognise the person behind the mask instantly.

From the cut-out holes in the white mask, his eyes looks scaredly into mine. He tells me that this is not real. That it is not set it stone yet, and that I should not be afraid of the future. But that I should stop, before the process becomes irreversible.

I am unsure how to retalliate, and feign an awkward, gawping look. I manage to squeakily ask: “but what does this mean?”

He puts his finger to his lips, and breathes a quiet “shhh”. He smiles, and walks towards me. I am frozen.

He whispers in my ear “the only truth, is that everything is a lie.”

I wake.


3 Comments

Posted by
andophiroxia
19 April 2007 @ 8am

NICE. The last phrase, “The only truth, is that everything is a lie.”

Is it love or is it something else? I’m hardly waiting for the end…


Posted by
Colin
19 April 2007 @ 9am

Apropos the constant search for “meaning”… what does this or that mean… it can liberate or cripple us. At times interpretation or re-interpretation of events, messages, signs, symbols can just make our (ok, my…) little brain crackle, fizzle and pop. But, I know that if *I* stop doing this then I cease being real to me. I just stop being. PS, the word gawping just isn’t used enough these days - so well done you.


Posted by
Absolutely Miles Away
19 April 2007 @ 8pm

andophiroxia: you’ll have to wait and see =)

colin: i ask a lot of questions….all the time. things should mean something. sometimes it’s difficult if they don’t, but then sometimes it makes it worse if they do…


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